-all the good-

hey there.

i haven't written anything in ages, mostly b/c i haven't had any thing positive to say. so here goes:

-i feel better than i have in ages.
-i stopped drinking soda (especially diet) almost altogether.
-i still drink, just not nearly as much.
-a lot of walking, hiking, crunches, etc.
-pretty soon i'll be able to punch a hole in every wall.
-i went to two shows last weekend, and saw a lot of people.
-leaving the house isn't as scary as it used to be.

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hey everybody!

it's almost march, and the podcast is still on hiatus. i just need someone to do all of the work for me. i'm too lazy.

i'm getting regular exercise again, and feeling pretty good about it. i haven't really exercised today, but i'm considering making a quick mix and going for a walk. it's about 27 degrees out, not bad.

i've been doing hikes, walks, elliptical, crunches, that sort of thing. it's so easy, but i'm so unmotivated.

i've been terribly nostalgic tonight, i just can't help it.

it's already been a good year, i've seen some amazing shows. i rang in the new year with a friend at a burlesque show. there was a lot of dancing, a lot of good people, free food, and just the right amount of drinking. i woke up on the first feeling great.

there has only been one blackout episode since this year started, which for me is pretty fucking good. this month is looking to be blackout free.

there is so much here that i want to say here. but i'm not going to. i think. maybe later if i get bored. no one reads this any way.

i don't know.

i don't have the words. i haven't for months.

i have

been thinking a lot. i have a short list of the many dumb things that put me where i am right now. i'll be sharing them with you soon. i have to.

how to disappear completely!

ask me how. i've gone and done it.

shortest vacation recap ever.

it was great. i love my east coast friends, my brooklyn friends were such great hosts. that being said, i could never live on the east coast, i think. too intense. i don't understand anything that anyone is saying. portland is in the cards. eventually.

i believe in the future.

i made it! the winter is just about finally over. we were in this weird winter/spring mix for awhile. maybe we aren't out yet. music is awesome.


and so is advice dog.